Tom’s mum and sister are coming to visit tomorrow. Since Annie’s arrival, I’ve struggled to keep the house as clean and tidy as I used to. Annie wants to either feed or be held almost all of the time, she’s a very unsettled baby so housework has had to take a backseat for a while. What that means is that the house isn’t as clean and tidy as we’d like it to be for his family visiting so I said to Tom about giving me a hand. I thought he would as it’s his family but instead he refused and said I could do it in the evening when Annie is in bed.
I started cleaning tonight at 8pm once all the children were asleep. I begged Tom to help me but he said he was tired and wanted to watch telly which he got in bed and did. I’ve just finished cleaning and preparing the house, stopping every couple of hours to feed Annie. It’s just gone 3am. I’m exhausted. Tom has been snoring peacefully for hours. I hate him so much right now.