Disapproval

I feel so worthless and so stupid. Everything I say or do gets picked apart and ridiculed by Tom. The other day, I was singing to myself as I did the housework. Tom heard me and once again, said that he was so embarrassed by it because I’m just trying to be something that I’m not. He’s always telling me I’m no fun but today, when I was playing and messing around with the kids he tutted, looked at me disapprovingly and said I was childish, immature and embarrassing.

There’s literally nothing I can do and seemingly nothing about me that he does actually like and I just can’t get anything right. If I’m quiet he tells me I’m boring and miserable and if I’m playing or singing, he’s embarrassed by me. What do I have to do to actually make him happy or at least stop putting me down for every little thing that I do?

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