After my self-portrait yesterday I really felt like doing another one today. It’s very unlike me because I hate having my photograph taken and I hate the way I look in photographs but I have this overwhelming need that I can’t explain, to take photographs of myself. It’s almost as if I’m seeing myself for the first time in years and I need to capture who I really am, the normal me, the every day me, and not who Tom is trying to convince me that I am. I’m starting to see things differently and starting to see the truth of what’s really going on but taking photographs is changing things too. I think I’m changing.