Alice had an end of school leaving party tonight. Once she was all dressed up ready to leave, I took some photos of her. I then took a photo of Tom with her and he took one of me with Alice. I looked back at the photos and came across the one he took of me. I look awful. I’ve never seen me looking so unhappy, even though I’m smiling. I look drained, emotionless and nothing like I used to look at all. My eyes are empty and my spirit is missing. Where have I gone?