Craig’s refusal to just jump into bed with me knocked me last night but I’m glad he did. It made me realise just how insecure I am still, about my body, about myself as a person but mostly about myself as a sexual being. It’s been so long since I’ve been sexual or even seen myself as sexy so when I set up the camera again today, I focused on sex.
Looking back at the images, I actually feel really good about myself. I do look sexy, maybe I don’t need to have sex to realise how sexy and sexual I can be. Maybe this is enough?