Craig and I met up again for lunch. This time though, instead of it being two people just chatting, there was a definite air of sexual tension. The entire lunch was spent in a heightened state of anticipation and arousal for both of us. Whereas previously our friendship has never really touched those parameters, today it really did. He stroked my leg, held my fingers in his, leaned over and whispered ‘I want you‘ into my ear.
When we got back in our cars and went our separate ways, he sent me a text telling me he’d wanted to kiss me and then all of the other things he wants to do to me. For the first time in years, I actually feel wanted and desired and it feels amazing.