My heart feels as though it’s about to shatter with the pain of losing Jeanie. I turned to Tom during my darkest hour but he isn’t even attempting to understand my grief or what I’m going through. It’s all about him and his needs, all he cares about is himself. He didn’t even offer me a hug as I stood sobbing in front of him. I’m about to sacrifice my life to save his and already I’m struggling. How will I get through all of this?