I’ve tried, I’ve really tried, but I cannot take Tom back into my heart. There’s barely enough room for me there at the moment, there’s definitely not enough room for him. I want the love we shared in the very beginning, I’d take that back in an instant but he hasn’t got it to give.
I still need to do all I can to keep him from going under and taking Annie with him so I’m encouraging him to spend as much time with us as possible. He’s around my house every single day now and if I’m going out somewhere I always ask him to join us – it’s better than him having Annie at his. Today, it was a rather cold, dark walk around the local pond. I don’t know what else I can do?