Tom and I have been thinking about trying to make another go of it but I don’t think it will work. I can’t help noticing that the more time Tom and I spend together, the more comfortable he becomes and the more it feels as though he’s slipping back to his old ways.

I know I could be wrong, I know this could all be in my head but something doesn’t feel right. There are too many times I don’t like the way I feel when he talks to me. Again, I’m starting to feel really disrespected and controlled. He doesn’t like the way I do this and do that and he’s started again with the ‘jokes’ that make me feel so shit about myself.

I don’t know what’s going on here? I’m back to where I was before, wondering if this is him or if this is me? Am I mental? Am I ill? Am I imagining it?  What is it? Who is it?

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