I joined a dating site last week and have been chatting with a man called Theo. He’s intelligent, funny, interesting, good looking and very sexy. I’m very physically attracted to him but I have so many questions and so many fears which I’ve been letting tumble out of me onto paper to see where they lead.
I feel as though I’m not good enough for him, that I’m not slim enough or beautiful enough for him. He told me he likes to travel so now I’m worrying that if we get on and take it to more than just a few dates, he’ll want to eventually include travel in that which is something I can’t currently do due to a lack of finances and because of my responsibilities as a full time single parent. He likes to run, I don’t so I feel as though I’m too lazy for him. All in all, I just feel as if I’m not good enough for him and it makes me feel as though I need Phil who accepted me for everything that is wrong with me.