Linda’s brother, Michael and I have been texting for the last month and recently, I suggested we actually meet up and go on a date. Last night he agreed which resulted in me barely sleeping. It has sent me into sheer panic. I’m panicking over the slightest thing, every single thing. I woke constantly throughout the night with butterflies, feeling sick and panicky feelings, all because he said yes.
It’s mad how the slightest thing in my life that takes me out of my comfort zone can throw me in such a huge way. I do want to meet him but at the same time, I don’t. I don’t want my life to change and meeting him could do that.