I had another counselling session today but I really didn’t want to go. All morning I kept thinking of excuses … More
Tag: Alone
Settling For Less
I asked myself tonight why I don’t just end this farce of a relationship with Gary once and for all. … More
Wavering
Yet again, I ended things with Gary last week. The stress of everything going on with the house was irrelevant … More
Fear Takes Hold
I’ve been hit by what I originally thought was a wall of indecision but now realise is more than that. … More
No Fete, No Fate
I invited Gary and his children to join me and my children at the local village fete today which he … More
The Slightest Change
My mood has been quite low today. My lack of positivity made my day harder than it needed to be … More
Emotional Substitutes
At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More
The First Stage of Grief
I paid for a course on relationship anxiety yesterday and started watching the first video today. Only four minutes into … More
Alone & Lonely
When Josh was born, 23 years ago, I started writing books for him about his childhood and our lives together, … More
The Single Parent Debate
Last week, my cousin wrote a comment on her Facebook wall directly after I posted something about having a takeaway, … More
Ghost
I’m really struggling to comprehend why this has happened now but for the last eight days, I’ve really been struggling. … More
Before The Internet
At my counselling session today we discussed something that’s become a bit of a problem recently – my obsessive use … More
Rock Bottom
What do you do and where do you go when you just about reach rock bottom? It’s been creeping up … More
Consumed
I don’t quite know what’s wrong or how to even begin to put my finger on what may be wrong, … More
Exposed
It’s been twenty-five days since I left him and tried to get on with my life, clawing my way back … More
Desperate Measures
I don’t think I have ever felt so alone. I am surrounded by my family and yet I’ve never felt … More