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Counselling Tears & Truths

I had another counselling session today but I really didn’t want to go. All morning I kept thinking of excuses … More

Abuse, Alone, Childhood Trauma, Counselling, Diarist, Diary, Fear, healthy man, Loneliness, narcissism, Psychotherapy, Relationship, Therapy, toxic relationship

Settling For Less

I asked myself tonight why I don’t just end this farce of a relationship with Gary once and for all. … More

Abuse, Alone, Diarist, Diary, Escapism, Fear, healthy man, Loneliness, manipulation, Relationship, Self Respect, toxic relationship

Wavering

Yet again, I ended things with Gary last week. The stress of everything going on with the house was irrelevant … More

Alone, breakup, Diarist, Diary, Relationship, Unsupported

Fear Takes Hold

I’ve been hit by what I originally thought was a wall of indecision but now realise is more than that. … More

Alone, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Loneliness, Self Awareness, Self Esteem

No Fete, No Fate

I invited Gary and his children to join me and my children at the local village fete today which he … More

Abuse, Alone, Diarist, Diary, Loneliness, narcissism, Relationship, Self Awareness, Verbal Abuse

The Slightest Change

My mood has been quite low today. My lack of positivity made my day harder than it needed to be … More

Alone, anxiety, Change, Diarist, Diary, Loneliness, Money, money problems, positivity, Unsupported

Emotional Substitutes

At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More

Alone, childhood neglect, Childhood Trauma, Counselling, Diarist, Diary, emptiness, Healing Journey, Healing Process, inner child, Letting Go, Neglect, Parents, Physical Attraction, Relationship, Self Awareness, Therapy, Toxic Parent, Unconditional Love

The First Stage of Grief

I paid for a course on relationship anxiety yesterday and started watching the first video today. Only four minutes into … More

Alone, Diarist, Diary, Grief, Healing Process, Letting Go, Loneliness, Projection, Relationship Anxiety, Self Awareness, Trusting Life, Universe

Alone & Lonely

When Josh was born, 23 years ago, I started writing books for him about his childhood and our lives together, … More

Alone, Anger, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Loneliness, lonely, Parenting, Relationship Anxiety, Single Parent, Unsupported

The Single Parent Debate

Last week, my cousin wrote a comment on her Facebook wall directly after I posted something about having a takeaway, … More

Alone, Diarist, Diary, Parenting, Single Parent

Ghost

I’m really struggling to comprehend why this has happened now but for the last eight days, I’ve really been struggling. … More

Abuse, Alone, anxiety, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Trigger, Healing Process, Health, Isolated, Loneliness, Mental Health, narcissism, Overwhelmed, panic attack, Parenting, Processing, Rejection, Relationship, Relationship Ghost, Scoliosis, Single Parent, Stress, Worthless

Before The Internet

At my counselling session today we discussed something that’s become a bit of a problem recently – my obsessive use … More

Alone, Counselling, Healing Process, Loneliness, Personal Growth, Processing, Therapy

Rock Bottom

What do you do and where do you go when you just about reach rock bottom? It’s been creeping up … More

Abuse, Alone, Anger, Depression, Family, Healing Process, Hurt, Loneliness, Mental Health, narcissism, Personal Growth, Processing

Consumed

I don’t quite know what’s wrong or how to even begin to put my finger on what may be wrong, … More

Alone, anxiety, Depression, Diarist, Diary, Grief, Healing Process, Loneliness, Parenting, singleparent, Unsupported

Exposed

It’s been twenty-five days since I left him and tried to get on with my life, clawing my way back … More

Abuse, Alone, Blame, Diarist, Diary, Gaslighting, Guilt, Healing Process, Loneliness, narcissism, Parenting, Personal Growth, Responsibility, vulnerable

Desperate Measures

I don’t think I have ever felt so alone. I am surrounded by my family and yet I’ve never felt … More

Abuse, Acceptance, Alone, Depression, Diarist, Diary, Gaslighting, Mental Health, narcissism, Rejection, Relationship, Suicidal Thoughts, Verbal Abuse, Worthless

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