I often notice how events in my life tie in together, even though they may appear to be very different … More
Tag: Depression
Deluge
For far too long I’ve felt like just giving in; surrendering to my pain and allowing myself to drop deeper into … More
Rock Bottom
What do you do and where do you go when you just about reach rock bottom? It’s been creeping up … More
Anxious
This year has been challenging so far, to say the least. The year began with depression swallowing me whole. I … More
Consumed
I don’t quite know what’s wrong or how to even begin to put my finger on what may be wrong, … More
This is Life
While carrying Annie’s toys up the stairs today, I tripped. I managed to regain my balance and then I tripped … More
In Hiding
It’s been two weeks since Jeanie died. My devastation is beyond anything I’ve felt before. It has shaken me to … More
Surrounded By Death
I started tracing my family tree two years ago. At a time when my world was really falling apart, it … More
Empty Heart
I’ve tried, I’ve really tried, but I cannot take Tom back into my heart. There’s barely enough room for me … More
I Wish I Could Curl Up . . .
I wish I could curl up in my bed and stay there until it all goes away. Instead, I did the … More
Lost
It’s dark, raining, windy and gloomy. The weather is matching my current mood perfectly. I drove to the beach today, … More
The 1000 Piece Jigsaw Puzzle
I had another dream last night. My dreams lately are really interesting and are telling me a great deal. I … More
Desperate Measures
I don’t think I have ever felt so alone. I am surrounded by my family and yet I’ve never felt … More
Drained
I am such a fool. I thought Tom was changing, I was wrong, he hasn’t changed at all. I feel … More