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Vampires

On Sunday, my nephew, James, came round and out of the blue started talking about his mum, Millie, how much … More

Abuse, Covert Narcissism, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Vampire, Family, narcissism, oversensitive, Overt Narcissism, Self Belief, Self Doubt, Self Esteem, self worth, Toxic Parent, toxic relationship, Trust, Truth, Worthless

Russian Dolls

At my counselling session today Sam gave me a set of Russian Dolls and asked me to take them home … More

Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Counselling, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Healing Process, narcissism, Parents, Personal Growth, Therapy

Rock Bottom

What do you do and where do you go when you just about reach rock bottom? It’s been creeping up … More

Abuse, Alone, Anger, Depression, Family, Healing Process, Hurt, Loneliness, Mental Health, narcissism, Personal Growth, Processing

In My Head

It was my nephew’s 18th birthday today. He just wanted close family to join him for a meal so we … More

Abuse, control, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Healing Process, narcissism, Self Doubt

Family Loyalty

While Tom was around collecting Annie, his phone rang. His happy tone of voice as he spoke piqued my interest. … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, narcissism, Unsupported

Weight of The World

When I left Tom I had no choice but to apply for financial assistance in the form of some benefits. … More

Abuse, anxiety, Boundaries, Childhood Conditioning, Childhood Trauma, control, Diarist, Diary, Family, Fear, Healing Process, Money, narcissism, Parenting, Parents, Personal Growth, Responsibility, Self Awareness, Single Parent, Stress, Trauma Bonding

Surrounded By Death

I started tracing my family tree two years ago. At a time when my world was really falling apart, it … More

Death, Depression, Diarist, Diary, Family, Grief, Healing Process, Loneliness, Mental Health

The Pink Blanket

When I was a little girl I used to escape from a painful childhood by retreating to my bedroom and … More

Childhood Trauma, Diarist, Diary, Family, Friends, Grief, Healing Process, Parents

An End In Sight

In six days, I get the keys to my new house. I wish I could say I’m excited but I … More

Abuse, Change, Diarist, Diary, Family, Healing Process, narcissism, Parenting, Personal Growth, Relationship, Unsupported

In Denial

Tom seems to be in complete denial that our relationship is coming to an end which doesn’t make a great … More

Abuse, Cycle of Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Healing Process, In Denial, narcissism, Personal Growth, Relationship

The 1000 Piece Jigsaw Puzzle

I had another dream last night. My dreams lately are really interesting and are telling me a great deal. I … More

Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Comfort Eating, Depression, Diarist, Diary, Dream, Family, Healing Process, narcissism, Parenting, Parents, Personal Growth, Rejection, Relationship

Oppression

I had a dream last night that really disturbed me. As the day has gone on, the feelings have become … More

Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Diarist, Diary, Dream, Dream Interpretation, Family, Healing Process, narcissism, oppression, Parents, Personal Growth, Relationship

Delving Into Money

The counselling is really making me look at and question every aspect of my life. It’s forcing me to delve … More

Abuse, Childhood Conditioning, Childhood Trauma, Counselling, Diarist, Diary, Family, Financial Abuse, Healing Process, Money, narcissism, Parents, Personal Growth, Relationship, Therapy

Creating Space

Tom went away four days ago to see his family so while he was away, I decided to tackle the … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Relationship, Verbal Abuse

Disgusting

My sisters, Izzy and Sasha, popped around today. When they left, they did something that really upset me. I stood … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Relationship, Self Esteem, Verbal Abuse

Not A Merry Christmas

Christmas was a complete disaster this year. It started off when all of my family – sisters, parents, nieces and … More

Abuse, Christmas, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Relationship

Joker

My Dad came over today. We were in the kitchen talking and joking around which involved some swearing and a … More

Abuse, control, Diarist, Diary, Family, Parents, Relationship

Bitch

I got called a bitch by my sister, Sasha today and I have to agree with her. She was talking … More

Abuse, Change, Confidence, Diarist, Diary, Family, Stress

Love Him More

My Dad rang me this morning to tell me that my uncle has died unexpectedly. I got off the phone … More

Abuse, Blame, Co-dependant, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Relationship, Responsibility, Verbal Abuse

It’s A Man’s World

It was my niece’s birthday today which she celebrated by having a picnic at a local park with all of … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Housework, Relationship

Hatred

Tom’s mum and sister, Clare, flew in for the weekend on Friday to see Annie for the first time. I … More

Abuse, Alcoholic, Diarist, Diary, Family, Health, Parenting, Relationship

A Maid & Her Master

Tom’s mum and sister are coming to visit tomorrow. Since Annie’s arrival, I’ve struggled to keep the house as clean … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Housework, Parenting, Relationship

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