Annie and I were in bed tonight at 6pm having a DVD evening. Half an hour later, the doorbell rang. … More
Tag: Healing Journey
Tom’s Legacy
My friendship with Linda has become really close lately and we share a lot of personal stuff with each other. … More
An Unexpected Storm
I’ve been trying to work through the list that I wrote in April when I purged through a ton of … More
Acts of Love
I’m tired and melancholy today. The massage I had the other day, coupled with a heavy, painful period is working … More
Imperfectly Perfect
I went to Linda’s for a massage today, after I’d got over a couple of hours of anxiety about being … More
Time to Deal with Dad
Last night I dreamt that I am driving a motor home but instead of there being a steering wheel, there … More
My Son, My Saviour
I woke in such a great mood today. My energy has been high all week; a combination of connecting with … More
Permission to Grieve
Sunday 7th September 2003 at 7pm is one of those dates and times that is etched in my mind and … More
Saving The World
I’ve had a lot of problems with Katie’s school this week. I have thrown myself into trying to resolve the … More
My Father’s Playground
At my counselling session today, we talked a bit about Tom and my Dad. I told her how angry I … More
TimeLine
I asked myself a question today which ended up being very thought-provoking. ‘How much of my past have I allowed … More
Emotional Substitutes
At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More
Learning To Embrace The Wild
A series of thoughts throughout the morning led me on a trail of self-discovery that I needed to go on … More
Free Fall
I had an interesting conversation with Tom today. I told him how I felt yesterday in TGIs, how sad it … More
Balancing
I saw Pam, the counsellor again today. Pam wanted to continue what we’d started with Mum last time. She said … More
Powerless
While dropping Annie at Tom’s today, Tom and I had a conversation about his ex girlfriend. He said he doesn’t … More
Understanding
After putting off seeing Mum and being two weeks late for Mother’s Day, I finally went round there today. I … More
Scraping the Surface
I saw my counsellor for the second time today. She asked how my week had been and if I knew … More
Still
I’ve ended things with Phil. He tried to change my mind but I’m not backing down. I just don’t want … More