Emotional Substitutes

At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More

Accepting & Embracing

I spent this evening scanning in all the photos and mementoes from some of the boxes Mum lent me of … More

If ever I needed an answer to my many questions it was now. If ever there was such a thing … More

I went out last night with Sasha. We got horrendously drunk and had the best night! It did me so … More

I’ve been missing Phil. Last week I craved for him. I needed his warmth, love and security. I needed to … More

I joined a dating site last week and have been chatting with a man called Theo. He’s intelligent, funny, interesting, … More

Had I put a little more thought into how I wanted the first day of 2013 to start, I probably … More

The last few weeks have been a very stressful time. So much change has happened, inwardly and outwardly, and I … More

I went back to see Sam, my counsellor, today. I haven’t felt a need to see her since February but … More

I’ve just got back from twenty-four hours at Phil’s and it’s become clear to me that the lack of physical … More

Yesterday evening was spent round at Phil’s being treated to dinner and drinks. It was nice but this morning, I … More