Last night, Gary sent me a message asking if I’d missed him as we haven’t seen each other since Sunday. … More
Tag: Responsibility
Bad Mood, Sad Mood
Despite our recent bouts of arguing, I messaged Gary earlier to say I would go to see a band with … More
Purging
Mum always used to cook a roast dinner on a Sunday. Every week she would passively-aggressively slam cupboards, pans, plates … More
Rescue Me
I’ve had a really introspective day today. I was really tired and could feel my mood dropping lower and lower … More
The Right Choice
Phil rang up tonight to talk about giving me a birthday present. I asked him not to give me anything but … More
I’m Sorry
This morning, while drying myself after my shower, I managed to pull a muscle in my back. It was painful … More
A Glimmer of Hope
Tom said that he dreamt about me last night and nearly three years on from leaving him, it gave me … More
Instinctively Confused
I just knew today was going to be a testing day. I slept really badly, a combination of my back … More
The Truth Will Set You Free
I’ve told Phil about Tom. I’ve just spent the entire morning getting it all out an email so he knows … More
Weight of The World
When I left Tom I had no choice but to apply for financial assistance in the form of some benefits. … More
Letter To James
A few weeks ago when I was right in the midst of terror and crisis, I got back in touch … More
Choosing Death
I received the devastating news tonight that my very dear friend, Jeanie, has attempted to take her life. She is … More
Real Life Returns
Tom told me that he’s thinking of killing himself and has even worked out how he’ll do it. He says he’s … More
Exposed
It’s been twenty-five days since I left him and tried to get on with my life, clawing my way back … More
Blame & Responsibility
My new photography business is going really well, I’m having lots of enquiries and doing a good amount of photo … More
A Positive Sign
I’ve always believed that what we dream about at night can be a guide for our waking lives and last … More
Getting Physical
Tom and I rarely have sex but last night we did for the first time in a very very long … More
Knowledge is Power
One day last week, Tom woke up in a bit of a mood. The best way for me to deal … More
Holiday Disaster
We’ve just returned from a visit to Tom’s family and I hated every minute of it. Tom was a complete … More
Trapped
Tom took the kids and I out for lunch today. While there, for no reason that I could find, he … More
Love Him More
My Dad rang me this morning to tell me that my uncle has died unexpectedly. I got off the phone … More
Assaulted
Yesterday was one of those days that I’d just like to be able to forget ever happened and yet I … More