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Tag: Self Esteem

Vampires

On Sunday, my nephew, James, came round and out of the blue started talking about his mum, Millie, how much … More

Abuse, Covert Narcissism, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Vampire, Family, narcissism, oversensitive, Overt Narcissism, Self Belief, Self Doubt, Self Esteem, self worth, Toxic Parent, toxic relationship, Trust, Truth, Worthless

Fear Takes Hold

I’ve been hit by what I originally thought was a wall of indecision but now realise is more than that. … More

Alone, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Loneliness, Self Awareness, Self Esteem

A Much Needed Boost

While shopping in town today, I bumped into Jon, the man from my night out a few weeks ago. He … More

compliments, Diarist, Diary, Friends, Relationship, Self Esteem

Best Friend

On the first day of 2014, I wrote, as one of my answers in a family questionnaire, that Phil was … More

Best Friend, Diarist, Diary, friend, Healing Process, Self Esteem

Self Worth

I went out last night with Sasha. We got horrendously drunk and had the best night! It did me so … More

Diarist, Diary, Physical Attraction, Self Esteem

The Foundations of Self Esteem

When Josh was a baby, I started writing books for him throughout his childhood and continued doing the same when … More

Childhood Conditioning, Diarist, Diary, Parenting, Self Awareness, Self Esteem, Single Parent, Unconditional Love

A Different Perspective

I’ve been missing Phil. Last week I craved for him. I needed his warmth, love and security. I needed to … More

Dating, Diarist, Diary, Love, Physical Attraction, Processing, Relationship, Self Awareness, Self Esteem, Unconditional Love

Not Enough

I joined a dating site last week and have been chatting with a man called Theo. He’s intelligent, funny, interesting, … More

Dating, Diarist, Diary, Physical Attraction, Relationship Anxiety, Self Awareness, Self Esteem, Single Parent, single parent dating

Unlovable

I tried to end things with Phil today and then I discovered that he is the most wonderful man to walk this … More

Healing Process, Mirroring, Reflection, Relationship, Self Esteem, self worth, Selfishness, Unconditional Love, Unlovable, vulnerable

Ugly

My weekend in Ireland was a mixed bag of laughter and insecurity. It was great to spend a weekend with … More

Confidence, Diarist, Diary, Friends, Gaslighting, Healing Process, insecurities, intimidated, narcissism, Rejection, Self Esteem

First Date

I went on a date with Craig today, the first date I’ve been on since leaving Tom and my first … More

Dating, Diarist, Diary, Healing Process, Personal Growth, Self Esteem

Learning To Walk Again

I built a bookcase today. I was tempted to ring him, ask him to do it and then I thought, … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Healing Process, narcissism, Personal Growth, Self Awareness, Self Discovery, Self Esteem

A New Venture

I created a website today and have decided to try and start my own photography business. The design and colours … More

Career, Diarist, Diary, job, Photography, Self Belief, Self Esteem, Worthless

Naked Shame

Why won’t Tom ever have sex with me? Am I that ugly? Is my body really that disgusting to look … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Connection, Photography, Rejection, Relationship, Self Esteem, Sex

Disgusting

My sisters, Izzy and Sasha, popped around today. When they left, they did something that really upset me. I stood … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Family, Gaslighting, Relationship, Self Esteem, Verbal Abuse

Slut

As Annie had a feed and fell asleep in my arms, I was looking at her little face thinking about … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Gaslighting, Parenting, Relationship, Self Esteem

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