Best Friend

On the first day of 2014, I wrote, as one of my answers in a family questionnaire, that Phil was … More

Self Worth

I went out last night with Sasha. We got horrendously drunk and had the best night! It did me so … More

When Josh was a baby, I started writing books for him throughout his childhood and continued doing the same when … More

I’ve been missing Phil. Last week I craved for him. I needed his warmth, love and security. I needed to … More

I joined a dating site last week and have been chatting with a man called Theo. He’s intelligent, funny, interesting, … More

I tried to end things with Phil today and then I discovered that he is the most wonderful man to walk this … More

My weekend in Ireland was a mixed bag of laughter and insecurity. It was great to spend a weekend with … More

I went on a date with Craig today, the first date I’ve been on since leaving Tom and my first … More

I built a bookcase today. I was tempted to ring him, ask him to do it and then I thought, … More

I created a website today and have decided to try and start my own photography business. The design and colours … More

Why won’t Tom ever have sex with me? Am I that ugly? Is my body really that disgusting to look … More

My sisters, Izzy and Sasha, popped around today. When they left, they did something that really upset me. I stood … More

As Annie had a feed and fell asleep in my arms, I was looking at her little face thinking about … More