I have a bit of thing for spreadsheets and organising things so today, I decided to put my blog post … More
Tag: Trust
Vampires
On Sunday, my nephew, James, came round and out of the blue started talking about his mum, Millie, how much … More
The Pull
Despite Phil being in a relationship with someone else for the last six months, he offered me sex tonight. We … More
Free Fall
I had an interesting conversation with Tom today. I told him how I felt yesterday in TGIs, how sad it … More
Powerless
While dropping Annie at Tom’s today, Tom and I had a conversation about his ex girlfriend. He said he doesn’t … More
Rescue Me
I’ve had a really introspective day today. I was really tired and could feel my mood dropping lower and lower … More
Bruised
I haven’t had any contact with Phil for about a month now and I’ve barely thought about him in that … More
Leech
This morning I’ve been in a great mood. I’ve felt light, happy, energetic and positive and then my Dad turned … More
What If?
I went to Sasha’s today. She wanted to talk. This usually means she’s going through a rough patch with David … More
Persistent Anger
I’ve spent all day feeling angry again. I’m angry with Phil and I’m angry with someone I met recently and … More
Welcome Home
Annie came home last night. I can’t begin to describe the relief I felt when she walked through the door. … More
Powerless Once More
Tomorrow, Annie goes away for seven days with Tom. It will be the first time she’s been away from me … More
Instinctively Confused
I just knew today was going to be a testing day. I slept really badly, a combination of my back … More
The Truth Will Set You Free
I’ve told Phil about Tom. I’ve just spent the entire morning getting it all out an email so he knows … More
Letter To James
A few weeks ago when I was right in the midst of terror and crisis, I got back in touch … More
Soothed
Despite Tom’s threat to take Annie from me and in spite of all of my fears when I was pregnant, … More