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A Lesson In Trust

I have a bit of thing for spreadsheets and organising things so today, I decided to put my blog post … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Gaslighting, narcissism, Trust, Trust Myself, Verbal Abuse

Vampires

On Sunday, my nephew, James, came round and out of the blue started talking about his mum, Millie, how much … More

Abuse, Covert Narcissism, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Vampire, Family, narcissism, oversensitive, Overt Narcissism, Self Belief, Self Doubt, Self Esteem, self worth, Toxic Parent, toxic relationship, Trust, Truth, Worthless

The Pull

Despite Phil being in a relationship with someone else for the last six months, he offered me sex tonight. We … More

Attachments, Diarist, Diary, Emotional Connection, Intuition, Sex, Trust, Trusting Life, Unconditional Love

Free Fall

I had an interesting conversation with Tom today. I told him how I felt yesterday in TGIs, how sad it … More

Comfort Zone, control, Diarist, Diary, Healing Journey, Healing Process, open heart, Personal Potential, Relationship, Self Awareness, Trust, Universe, Yes

Powerless

While dropping Annie at Tom’s today, Tom and I had a conversation about his ex girlfriend. He said he doesn’t … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Healing Journey, Healing Process, narcissism, Physical Abuse, Powerless, Trust, unheard, Worthless

Rescue Me

I’ve had a really introspective day today. I was really tired and could feel my mood dropping lower and lower … More

Diarist, Diary, Emotional Rescue, Rescuer, Responsibility, Self Awareness, Trust

Bruised

I haven’t had any contact with Phil for about a month now and I’ve barely thought about him in that … More

Diarist, Diary, Healing Process, Personal Growth, Self Awareness, Trust, Trusting Life

Leech

This morning I’ve been in a great mood. I’ve felt light, happy, energetic and positive and then my Dad turned … More

Diarist, Diary, narcissism, Toxic Parent, Trust

What If?

I went to Sasha’s today. She wanted to talk. This usually means she’s going through a rough patch with David … More

Diarist, Diary, envy, Finding My Truth, jealousy, Life, Self Discovery, Trust, Trusting Life

Persistent Anger

I’ve spent all day feeling angry again. I’m angry with Phil and I’m angry with someone I met recently and … More

Anger, Diarist, Diary, Relationship, Self Awareness, single life, Trust

Welcome Home

Annie came home last night. I can’t begin to describe the relief I felt when she walked through the door. … More

Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Gaslighting, Healing Process, narcissism, oversensitive, Parenting, Self Doubt, Stress, Trust

Powerless Once More

Tomorrow, Annie goes away for seven days with Tom. It will be the first time she’s been away from me … More

Abuse, control, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Gaslighting, narcissism, Parenting, power, Powerless, Single Parent, Trust

Instinctively Confused

I just knew today was going to be a testing day. I slept really badly, a combination of my back … More

Childhood Conditioning, Counselling, Dating, Diarist, Diary, Healing Process, Intuition, Personal Growth, Relationship, Responsibility, Therapy, Trust

The Truth Will Set You Free

I’ve told Phil about Tom. I’ve just spent the entire morning getting it all out an email so he knows … More

Blame, Dating, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Finding My Truth, Healing Process, intimacy, Personal Growth, Relationship, Responsibility, Trust

Letter To James

A few weeks ago when I was right in the midst of terror and crisis, I got back in touch … More

Abuse, Blame, Childhood Conditioning, Childhood Trauma, Counselling, Diarist, Diary, Finding My Truth, Healing Process, narcissism, Parenting, Personal Growth, Processing, Responsibility, Self Awareness, Therapy, Trust, Writing

Soothed

Despite Tom’s threat to take Annie from me and in spite of all of my fears when I was pregnant, … More

Abuse, Baby, Cycle of Abuse, Diarist, Diary, Fear, Parenting, Relationship, Trust

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