I found myself reading an article today about always attracting the ‘wrong’ man. I based this on the fact that … More
Tag: Unconditional Love
A Sign?
Last night just before I went to sleep I asked ‘life’ to help me find love. I asked for a … More
Clear Love
I follow Portraits of America on Facebook, this morning this came up on my newsfeed: “I’m on my way to see my … More
Acts of Love
I’m tired and melancholy today. The massage I had the other day, coupled with a heavy, painful period is working … More
Imperfectly Perfect
I went to Linda’s for a massage today, after I’d got over a couple of hours of anxiety about being … More
The Nitty Gritty of You
My Darling, My Future Love, As I sit here on this warm September afternoon I think about you yet I … More
The Pull
Despite Phil being in a relationship with someone else for the last six months, he offered me sex tonight. We … More
I’m Ready
Since the four year anniversary of leaving Tom two days ago, I’ve really felt as though a line has been … More
Emotional Substitutes
At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More
Resistance is Futile
The last few days have been so difficult, I feel sick constantly, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I have … More
Open Doors
It was Uncle Kevin’s funeral today. I didn’t want to go. All week I’ve been dreading it, I just cannot … More
A Harsh Reminder
This afternoon I received some very sad news. My uncle Kevin died today, he was 67 years old. It’s heartbreaking … More
Crave
I feel really tearful today. I’m sat in bed feeling very tired, agitated and completely unable to relax. Since Phil … More
The Hug
On Friday night I dropped and broke my phone, it had been messing around anyway so not a massive loss … More
Invalidated
We decided to spend the bank holiday having a barbecue. As we knew Tom would be at a loose end … More
The Foundations of Self Esteem
When Josh was a baby, I started writing books for him throughout his childhood and continued doing the same when … More
A Different Perspective
I’ve been missing Phil. Last week I craved for him. I needed his warmth, love and security. I needed to … More
Pondering The Future
I’m going to be forty in ten months and it’s been on my mind a lot the last few days. … More
Unlovable
I tried to end things with Phil today and then I discovered that he is the most wonderful man to walk this … More
Emotional Crutch
Phil and I went out for dinner last night and then back to his for some drinks. I stayed over, … More