The Nitty Gritty of You

My Darling, My Future Love, As I sit here on this warm September afternoon I think about you yet I … More

The Pull

Despite Phil being in a relationship with someone else for the last six months, he offered me sex tonight. We … More

Since the four year anniversary of leaving Tom two days ago, I’ve really felt as though a line has been … More

At counselling today we talked about Phil and a little about Tom. On the way to counselling, Tom, who had … More

The last few days have been so difficult, I feel sick constantly, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I have … More

It was Uncle Kevin’s funeral today. I didn’t want to go. All week I’ve been dreading it, I just cannot … More

This afternoon I received some very sad news. My uncle Kevin died today, he was 67 years old. It’s heartbreaking … More

I feel really tearful today. I’m sat in bed feeling very tired, agitated and completely unable to relax. Since Phil … More

On Friday night I dropped and broke my phone, it had been messing around anyway so not a massive loss … More

We decided to spend the bank holiday having a barbecue. As we knew Tom would be at a loose end … More

When Josh was a baby, I started writing books for him throughout his childhood and continued doing the same when … More

I’ve been missing Phil. Last week I craved for him. I needed his warmth, love and security. I needed to … More

I’m going to be forty in ten months and it’s been on my mind a lot the last few days. … More

I tried to end things with Phil today and then I discovered that he is the most wonderful man to walk this … More

Phil and I went out for dinner last night and then back to his for some drinks. I stayed over, … More